- Nausea
- Heart burn
- Sleeping a ton
- light abdominal cramping
and yes.. .of course, a period. again.
11 months of trying to conceive and still no luck.
I am so sick of bawling my eyes out every month because PCOS has won again. My ovaries hurt. I want to rip them out of my body, curl up in a ball & sleep for a million years. And as if the physical pain isn’t enough this emotional garbage just puts me over the top. I cannot stop crying, it doesn’t matter where I am, what I’m doing.. It comes on so sudden… My eyes fill with tears and within a minute they’re running down my face.
I give up… I give the crap up.
I’m not one for “If it happens, it happens”. So maybe it’s time that I say I give up. I don’t want this. Because if I stop hoping for it, and it doesn’t happen, then I really have nothing to be discouraged about.
I really thought this was the month. I really really did.
But this is all apart of God’s plan… I just wish I understood a little of it… Or at least wish I could handle it like an adult and not like a whiny baby.
Good night.
PS.. I’m frustrated.. I don’t even know what I’m saying.
{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}